Le Fer Hall
Jennifer James

The journey to becoming an art therapist for Jennifer has been a long one. Since the very beginning, Jennifer knew that she wanted to be an artist and would claim that is what she wanted to be when she grew up. Throughout her formative years, Jennifer used art as a way to express herself, process her emotions, and to combat the depression she has experienced most of her life. She has personally experienced the healing power of art, and extensively used it for self-care and emotional regulation.

It was not until Jennifer began her own studio called James 222 Studios that she realized that the way that she approaches art and teaches others to engage with it was different than those that offered art classes. Many would come wanting to learn how to draw or paint, and end up in tears processing through memories and emotions that came up through the art. It was then that Jennifer decided that she needed to be equipped to help people heal through their art and connect to a deeper understanding of their identity and what their art was telling them.

Jennifer knew she on the right path when she was accepted to the program on 2/22/17 and was assigned to stay in Room 222 at Le Fer Hall at her first residency on campus, and the gas to get from Iowa to Indiana was $2.22 a gallon.

The artwork curated for this show focuses on identity development as Jennifer progressed through her graduate studies. There has been a significant amount of unraveling that has occurred for Jennifer over this three-and-a-half-year journey. Through the course work, and the amount of art that was created over this amount of time, Jennifer has learned a lot about herself and utilized her personal therapy to dig deeper into the change and transformation that has occurred. The work that was chosen for this exhibit are excerpts from her personal art journal, self-portraits, grief, trauma, and parts work. Jennifer is comfortable with a wide variety of materials from pastels, pencil, colored pencils, collage, mixed media, and painting. Accompanied with her artwork is some writing for each piece.

Jennifer utilizes a trauma-informed approach, engaging and utilizing the senses and experiences that are coming up in the body as the art is created. Jennifer is interested in narrative theory and the power of giving voice and expression to the stories that are often stored and exiled within individuals. Learning how to listen and experience these powerful emotions, and remembering the experiences that are attached to them, it is often helpful for Jennifer to engage in highly controlled materials like pencils and focus on likeness and details to help herself to stay grounded and not flooded by trauma responses and the nervous system being overwhelmed and cause her to dissociate. This creates emotionally charged detailed work that draws the viewer into the narrative that is being expressed.


Art is Messy

In life if you engage in the process, the colors and people you encounter leave their mark upon you. You carry the experience with you long after the color wears off and then you learn to paint with the colors left on your soul.

Planting

I am the one who sews my whole heart.​
I am the one who allows ​
love, hope, and dreams to take root.​
I am the one that carefully tends to the wonder and magic of faith that what we can’t see, knowing some day the growth will be visible to others.

Grace Like Water

Every now and then we all fall. ​
We don’t know where we will go, or what will happen when we finally feel the impact.​
If we can allow Grace to flood in like water, and surround us, we still may not be able to breathe and our air may be knocked out of us, we can still be held.​
And if we can stop fighting against it, we will rise, be supported, and carried by something much bigger than ourselves.

I am NOT the Monster

I am the one who cried when I was seen for the first time right through my monster suit.​
I am the one that was brave enough to unzip the suit and step out into innocence.​
I am the one who emerged from this darkness.​
I am the one who is healing and is beginning to understand that the true monsters are the ones that tell little girls that it’s all their fault.​

Into the Deep

I am the one that sees you.​
I am the one that is not afraid of the dark or what lurks there, because it will all come into the light.​
I am not the one that saves you, but the one that journeys with you, listening to you begin to write your own story.​

Rescue

I am the one who came back for you.​
I am the one that you can find your home in again.​
I am the one that will not abandon you anymore.​
I am the one that is on a rescue mission to bring home all the exiled parts of me that I have banished to the outskirts of my soul.
I am the one who will make us whole again.​

Legacy Left Behind

I am the one that sits with big emotions and allows the storms to rage.​
I am the one who grieves all the losses.​
I am the one that releases what hurts, being gentle, kind, and compassionate to those parts or me.​
I am the one who soaks up the freedom and allows my life to be impacted by love.

27 Comments

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Cc Weaver | 04.29.2021 at 2:21am
Oh JJ how proud of you I am. Your journey has been a tree planted by the waters and the fruit will produce every month! Its sll about the one... there are many lives awaiting your debut. For such a time as this my love! Your big sis, C
Andi Sharp | 04.28.2021 at 9:49pm
The layers of emotion in your art has always been many. I have loved watching your talent and your strength develop over the years. I'm so proud of you and so glad I got to see this!
Madi Musson | 02.11.2021 at 2:01pm
You are so much more than your darkest days. It has been a privilege to be a part of your journey, from first meeting as fellow students to being your clinical supervisor, to editing the thesis. I am thrilled to see your growth, and to call you a dear friend and colleague. You will continue to be the good, and do good, in the world, and I can't wait to see what comes next.
Julie LaCreta | 02.05.2021 at 10:17am
JJ I really enjoyed viewing your beautiful and powerful artwork. I love how you use the "I am the one" statement to reflect on your work. I have been practicing this as well. Lovely presentation.
Cina Girard | 01.20.2021 at 4:24pm
This is such a beautiful moment to see in your life. I am proud of you my sister and I applaud you for stepping into your light and being. Amazing words and work.
Claudia Jauregui | 01.20.2021 at 2:43pm
JJ, Your pieces are so touching! I was moved by every piece, but mostly I was inspired. Thank you so much for sharing your art and part of your story with us. Congratulations on getting this done. Sending you a big hug!
Lynsey Cook | 01.19.2021 at 2:31pm
Hey JJ! I can't say enough how powerful of a force you are. You might have to expand 222 Studios someday when you start seeing clients, because you will be at max capacity! Wonderful show chick.
Tina Wing | 01.19.2021 at 8:00am
What do I think....I think you’re going to be an amazing art therapist! I’m thinking back to hours spent standing in parking lots talking about your dreams to really help people through your art. I’m so proud of you and the journey you’re on! Love you sister!
Micah James | 01.18.2021 at 12:52pm
This is an amazing culmination to years of hard work. I'm so proud of you!
Connie Hogan | 01.18.2021 at 12:47pm
Awesome work! Love you.
Tracy Richardson | 01.18.2021 at 12:39pm
The "222" theme is so cool. "Rescue" is really wonderful. Thank you for sharing.
Marissa Skinner | 01.18.2021 at 11:54am
I love seeing all of your artwork, they are all so raw and authentic. I have always been incredibly inspired by your resiliency throughout this program and that same resiliency is reflected in your artwork in such a raw and authentic way. I am so proud of how far you have come and wish terribly it was in person but you are so right, it has made us even stronger. Thank you for sharing this with us, Congratulations JJ, we made it!
Beth Simpson | 01.18.2021 at 10:13am
JJ, I’ve always loved the honesty in your work - these are beautiful! So proud of you!
Devon Billions-Gomez | 01.16.2021 at 9:50pm
I’m so glad this show was made available- being able to view your capstone is powerful. You’ve worked so so SO hard and that deepest knowing is going to be a phenomenal foundation for your future clients. Super proud of you and cheering you on!!! Congratulations on this milestone JJ
Laura Haywood-Cory | 01.16.2021 at 12:29pm
I am so so proud of you and honored to witness the work and growth you've done since we first met at the Woods in 2017. You are becoming--an amazing art therapist, and an amazing human being. I see your journey through the dark night of the soul and out the other side, bringing your light and wisdom to the world.
Tracey Bellach | 01.16.2021 at 5:49am
Beautiful ❤
Christina Hernandez | 01.15.2021 at 11:45pm
SO powerful!!! Thank you so much for sharing yourself, your gifts, your passion, your pain. You are beautiful and strong! It’s been quite a journey, hasn’t it? I can’t wait to see where this God-adventure takes you!!
Natalie Polzin | 01.15.2021 at 3:59pm
I don't know what I THINK as much as what I FEEL! Thank you for sharing your journey in such a transparent, intimate way. My heart felt the peace of allowing grace to surround me and hold me, the determination not to fight grace holding me and the fear of letting go of the illusion of control. My heart felt the joy of stepping out of the monster suit and seeing myself as God sees me. My heart felt the love of the rescue of one's self and the strength that brings. Amazing.
Linda Ferry | 01.15.2021 at 3:53pm
Thank you! Absolutely incredible and wonderful artwork. What an incredible journey you have had! With all your love and healing you will be an amazing Art Therapist! I’m proud of you!! Hugs!!
Sandra Martin | 01.15.2021 at 3:43pm
Jennifer, congratulations on your journey to healing and welcoming home some of your exiles. I know you will continue to impact others and help them with the tools you have learned along the way. -Sandra
Celeste Jaquis | 01.15.2021 at 1:52pm
What do I think? It asks here....Jennifer, I think you have been stretched during your journey and to celebrate you seeing how far you have come on your walk of knowing and understanding YOU and others! Whew! You are going to be such an amazing light into the therapy world for others! I know it has been difficult as you sought out your personal tools for resiliency! Your work exposes so much for us to see what your journey has been like and it invites us to see some of those feels or struggles within ourselves. Thank you for persevering and sharing this with us! I know and trust God will bless you in so many unexpected ways for putting your whole self into this to free others! All the success and joy and happiness my friend. Love and respect, CJ-
Jo Dietz | 01.15.2021 at 12:37pm
Your pictures are wonderful and simply beautiful!!! Your words are filled with so much emotion and encouragement. You will be a light to those who will be fortunate to work with you in the future. You’ve been on an amazing journey. I wish you much success and happiness as you begin the next chapter in your life. Love, Jo
Adrienne Johnson | 01.15.2021 at 11:01am
JJ, thank you so much for sharing your artwork and your journey. As your friend, I know the sentiment behind these pieces and I applaud you in your brave journey. You will move forth and be a great help to those in need of an empathic fellow journeyer.
Mike Tyer | 01.15.2021 at 10:55am
Beautiful work and very powerful and inspiring words.
Monica Cissell | 01.15.2021 at 7:57am
Jennifer, these are incredible. Your talent shows through in your words, art and your heart. Those you help will be lucky to have you as a guide on their journey. Congratulations. This is an impressive accomplishment. I look forward to seeing where you go from here. Love to you. Mim
Melinda Westendorf | 01.15.2021 at 6:55am
Wow!!! Amazing work!! Some of them have me tears! Emotional and raw.
Dorota Rogowska | 01.14.2021 at 11:20pm
Hi JJ! Wow! Wow! Wow! Your images and words are so very powerful! They touched my soul reading and being with the images. I could relate to your narrative on a deep level. Your understanding of how to use media and narrative will aid your journey as an art therapist moving forward for sure! Congratulations on a beautifully curated exhibit! In gratitude, Dorota