Le Fer Hall

When I began the MAAT program at Saint Mary-of-the-Woods in the fall of 2018, I remember feeling hesitant as an artist and as a returning graduate student, out of my element since I was one of the oldest of my cohort. Yet, little by little, as I connected and became close to other students and faculty members, my sense of becoming an emerging artist and art therapist began to blossom and eventually bloomed into an embodied state of flourishing.

With each piece of artwork created, a part of my soul opened and began to speak visually as I saw myself more and more clearly, and felt a growing enlivenment deep within, a reveal of what Jung would call my true self. The art therapy profession had called to me for over 40 years before I allowed myself to embrace it. Now it has given way to a ripening of joy and a profound knowing that I never imagined possible.

Art making has become a way of living for me, for strengthening my inner core and celebrating the sacredness of life. Yet, art has also shown me how to transform life’s more difficult moments, into the potential for continued growth. Flourishing while Enduring, as the theme for our art show, mirrors how my own life has unfolded as I have faced my mother’s slow disappearance into the morass of Alzheimer’s, and my own frightening diagnosis of heart failure. My artwork, rather than reflecting the burden of grief and fear, envisions the welcoming of a genuine existence, and the beauty of thankfulness for all the gifts I have been blessed with.

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Jonathan Soard | 11.07.2021 at 9:39am
Jana, your work moves me in famiiar ways. Your ability to dig deep during our (too few) classes together is magnified in your exhibit. Each piece is multi-layered, rich, without sacrificing your willingness to stay raw. You have seen to it that each piece is also a container. The wonderful/terrifying anima/animus mask is contained in a wicken wreath of completion (a circle). Eternity is safely stored in a box full of hope and your mom is encapsulated in a circle of completion, safe inside a bubble like a christmas ornament, stored away for the future as a reminder of something precious. Thank you for sharing with us and a continuing 'thank you' for all you've added to my journey. — Jon
Kari Gaudette | 11.07.2021 at 2:44am
Very beautiful and original works of art, Jana!
Bill Gaube | 11.06.2021 at 9:22pm
They were all interesting, but these 3 spoke to me the most. The unmasked picture stimulated my mind. Found shadow boxing very evocative -- my favorite Maternal portrait was very interesting - glad to see the color and not much dark